I’m worried about my heart. Today I was working in the yard, on my knees cutting some bromeliads at the root with a small hand saw and I was spent/wrecked so quickly. My chest hurt a little, these pangs would come and go, especially when I would get up. I had to take really long breaks to recover. But the stress test I took the other day was fine. I’m stressed about the construction. I’m stressed about work and expectations from my boss about projects I have going on. About how I’m technically responsible for the future of how we manage/ support things. I just want to the win the lottery and wake up late and happy every day.